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June 3rd, 2010


09:06 pm - Writer's Block: Water View

If you had a waterproof camera, what are the top five things you would want to photograph? Let your imagination run wild. Sony is giving away a Cyber-shot TX5 to the user who comes up with the most creative suggestions!

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1. The happy faces of people taking the Maid in the Mist ride at Niagara Falls.
2. My two year old goddaughter's first swim in the ocean.
3. People doing aqua aerobics. Just to see if they are actually jogging place.
4. Humpback whales during mating season at Bantayan Island
5. Street dancers freestyling in the rain.

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March 3rd, 2010


01:09 am - let's try this again...
my last post was back in 2008.

not that i was lacking topics to write about but somehow along the way my livejournal failed to exist. my internet life consisted of logging on to facebook, checking my email and browsing through thousands of sites to feature. i was even a part of a short lived internet magazine program that constantly featured bloggers.

so, why now?

because i miss writing. i have been writing scripts for the past two years and yet these scripts don't reflect my thoughts but someone else's. i miss the joy of just typing without having to edit myself. when i write, i speak freely. my thoughts flow without censorship.

so tonight my thoughts are on overdrive.  and i need an outlet.

forgive my randomness but as thoughts go that's how it works.

i have this wall of trust surrounding me. and only a few get to break through. once you're in, there's always a possibility of you getting out. one wrong step and out you go because the smallest things are a big deal to me. so oftentimes i don't want to say stuff to certain people because i don't trust you. and there are times when i don't trust you to tell you everything. i tell my close friends different stuff. i spread out my issues because i also don't want to burden one person with all my issues.

suddenly, i question my capabilities. everything is at a stand still and i want it not to be that way. i want things moving. i want to get going. get going to anywhere as long as it's not here!  work is the one thing that i don't have to control but right now things are all up in the air. my personal life isn't that stable so it would be a great help if everything at work was just, for lack of a better term, blah.

and my personal life is on a neverending cycle. a three spin cycle. there's blah, bleh and boo. and always in that cycle. blah just pops out of nowhere and i end up giggling like a schoolgirl. bleh is hot and cold but i don't want that. i want just right because if given a choice i pick bleh. boo is well, just boo. boo is always there because with boo there's no complications because that's not that way boo rolls. and then it can be boo, bleh and blah or bleh, boo and blah. but just the same it's still a three spin cycle.

blah is the one haunting me tonight. blah is the one who's got me thinking. blah is the one who challenges my willpower. and to think blah used to be a topic here so blah gets props for invading my thoughts most often.

the question is what does tomorrow bring? will it be blah, bleh or boo? how i wish moo, zoo or even poo show up. how i wish. get me out of this cycle.

come to think of it, my head is a mess if i find logic in the blahs of the world. but no, i want to get the blahs out of my system. forever.

and maybe five to ten years from now, i might not even understand a single thing i wrote here.
Current Music: Someone To Watch Over Me by Sting

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September 29th, 2008


12:34 pm - UP Revisited

For one of my episodes on One Proud Mama, I had to interview Professor Khrysta Rara of the UP CMC Journalism Department. Of course, I jumped at the chance to interview her at the College. Because well, it's a reason to go to UP. Even if I work so near the University, I rarely get the chance to visit the grounds.

Once my crew heard that our next location would be UP, they wanted to have lunch there. Much to my chagrin. I couldn't contain my joy that I was going to see UP again. I know it seems weird but after a stressful week and anticipating another tiring week, I needed my dose of iskolardom.

Rey and Jeff (my crew) wanted to buy the shake they had from previous shoots. I was asking them where exactly this extraordinary shake was and they couldn't give me a name. But, they did know where it was so I allowed them to be the pilots for the trip. Upon hearing about the shake, Casaa immediately came to mind. I remembered the refreshing watermelon shake I would usually crave on those hot summer days when I was the bibo undergrad taking the extra units during the summer to lighten my regular load.

As we were circling the now one way academic oval, we passed Palma Hall without stopping. I realized they weren't talking about the watermelon shake I craved and headed for the Shopping Center area. And then it dawned upon me that we were headed for Lutong Bahay. The crew were like kids when they saw the shake stand.

And I couldn't help saying out loud, "Ah! Lutong Bahay lang pala ang hinahanap niyo."    Crew: "Malay ba namin, lutong bahay ang tawag dito. Di naman kami taga-rito."

Oo nga naman.

After a hearty lunch at Lutong Kapitbahay (the one across Lutong Bahay - they didn't have official receipts kasi eh), I felt calmer. I don't know why I started to feel that way. I was tense the entire morning because this was just a last minute shoot and we had a deadline. But the visit to UP certainly made me feel better. I suddenly wanted to walk to the Bahay ng Alumni for the chocolate cake and iced tea. My ears were alert just to hear the bell of the dirty ice cream man who may just be meters away.

Soon enough, we had to meet Professor Rara at my home for four years in UP - the College of Mass Communication Plaridel Hall. It seemed so familiar yet unfamiliar. It looked the same on the outside but on the inside it felt different. Obvious changes was that the ladies washroom on the ground floor was getting a facelift. The journalism department now had two doors (or they really had two doors to begin with?).

However, what I really missed most was the people. No blockmates to see sprawled all over the couches of the ground floor. No one screaming out my name when I entered. No laughter echoing through the halls. And since it was lunchtime, I didn't even get to see my former mentors in the halls. Despite all of these, CMC still had that the same feel. You knew something was going on. You knew there was tension in the air. Yes, the feeling of undergraduate pressure and knowing that it is all worth it. 

How I miss UP and the calmness that it brings even if I had more than several moments of insanity due to the demands. Hehe. But, seeing UP all over again, it reminds me of home. It was my comfort zone for four years. No matter how tough the "real world" gets, I still have that University just two jeepney rides away for me to reminisce when ratings and loading didn't matter. And where hearing the bell of the dirty ice cream man can make one's day.

 


Current Mood: "it's a slow morning"
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June 22nd, 2008


12:03 am - just in...


props to kai...

she told me exactly what i needed to hear.

but the worst isn't over, it is just about to begin.

haaay, ang buhay nga naman.

kaloka.

nung una, lost ako. ngayon, lost and confused.

kaya,...

damn it pa rin.



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Current Mood: lost and confused
Current Music: Broken Heart (Acoustic) by Dashboard Confessional

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June 21st, 2008


10:35 pm - dammit...
i am not supposed to be feeling this way.

i was not supposed to have reacted that way.

dammit...

bakit ako na-affect ng sobra-sobra...

buti na lang, one call to my kumare made me feel better.

...

pero marzs, hindi ko maiwasang isipin kung bakit ako nag-react ng ganon? nakakalurkey. pramis. hindi ko tuloy alam kung paano ko siya haharapin. 
Current Mood: lost
Current Music: Yellow by Coldplay

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May 20th, 2008


11:47 pm - i turned 25 so...

thank you, thank you...

for...

- birthday celebrations with my family
    it may just be a simple dinner out or at home but it's always great for all of us to be together sharing a meal and our stories.

- friends who never fail to provide the most creative, most humorous and most out of this world birthday greetings (for GP and PG audiences...hehe)

- for the internet, multiply, yahoogroups, and whatever other online calendar...because the most unexpected people end up greeting me

hugs from really, really good friends who i haven't seen in the longest time.

- a reason to splurge and say, "hey, it's my birthday! i need to live a little!"

- Greek food...hehe

- Spanish food...double hehe

- a pa-simple lambing moment that brought unexpected joy

- the opportunity to get to kill two birds with one stone with my job - i'm earning a living and i get to travel.

- the rowdy, riotous, crazy, wacky boys of Balik-Bayan

- chika time with the OPM peeps and other QTV friendships

- thoughtful people like ate gemma and japs

- and everything and everyone else who seem to have made my birthday, my day =)

i love birthdays. i love birthday cake. i love the birthday card. 

i look forward to what may come and what i hope may come in the future. =)

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Current Mood: cheesy mode
Current Music: Angel (acoustic) by John Mayer

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May 1st, 2008


04:34 pm - i love holidays!
....

well, actually in my line of work, we don't have holidays, or weekends, or overtime pay. but i love it anyway.

but, thank goodness that today, may 1 is a holiday (and i don't have any pending stories or shoots). so, i can make bulakbol from work. besides, i am paos. i have this bedroom voice that is just horrible. 

so, i ended up spending my day getting a hair treatment from my very own hair stylist! macy is da bomb! complete with head massage pa. hehe. munching on pizza because mom wanted some chessy pops. downloading the latest one tree hill and gossip girl episodes. and just surfing the net. just chilling at home.

love it. 

because if i don't have days like this, i might end up doing something stupid. yet again.
Current Music: Take Control by Amerie

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April 27th, 2008


10:51 pm - siyempre todo promo :)

Watch as the life of one of the country’s premier writers unfold before your eyes in Balik-Bayan!

 

On the big and small screen, he has brought us stories that can touch us in different ways. Let Ricardo Lee share with us his own inspiring story as we visit his hometown. He brings us south to the tip of Bicolandia – Camarines Norte.

 

Who would have known that such an artist hails from the quiet town of Daet, Camarines Norte? But, don’t let Daet’s unassuming nature fool you! This town’s got a lot to offer for all travelers.

 

Surf’s up mga biyaheros! A short ride away from the city’s center is a beach that runs for miles. Bagasbas beach plays host to local and foreign surfers. Challenge the waves as you go surfing or try something different. Perhaps, kite surfing?

 

Looking for a haven away from the city? Try Calaguas Islands. Fine, white sand welcomes biyaheros on the shores of these untouched islands. Just the way nature meant it to be.

 

Take a stroll down memory lane with Ricky Lee as he relives the moments that made him who he is today. From visiting his favorite tambayan, reuniting with treasured friends and proud mentors, and to exploring his hometown’s finest products, we find out just what fuels this brilliant writer.

 

Join this proud son of Daet as the story of his life airs on the small screen. Only on Balik-Bayan, Fridays 10pm on Q!

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side note: i loved shooting this episode. it was very tiring from the pre-production pati hanggang sa post-production but i will definitely treasure everything. don't forget! may 2, 10 pm on QTV!


Current Music: Turn Your Lights Down Low by Lauryn Hill

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April 6th, 2008


10:37 pm - randomness...
i woke up this morning and i remembered my dream. it was so weird. i created an itinerary for our shoot and all that was written in it is the transfer from place to place. no destinations. i realized we were already shooting the first day and then i had no idea what was going on. and what was about to happen. weird lang talaga. at sana hindi mangyari sa totoong buhay. hehe.

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i feel like i'm a zombie. for the past several days, i have just been going through the motions. ugh. i hate this feeling. the feeling of being an a workaholic. if i don't get any rest soon, i might just crash.

***

i've been a good girl. promise. but, there comes a certain time when you really have to "de-stress". (mare, bawal kumontra!)

***

on a lighter note, i got my UP centennial planner. thanks to gladys! three months has already passed before i got it. daig pa ang bagal pag reg. i like it. i feel the UP-ness in it. hehe. mababaw lang ako.

***

side mention: you guys should buy clothes from FMCC. ang galing talaga ni Francis M. it's his clothing line. the designs are really cool. He was our guest in the show recently and damn, ang galing niya. among all the celebrities i have worked with, he was the first one i wanted to have a picture with. but definitely not the last.

i'll post the synopsis here in a few days. and in my multiply account.

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Women's Desk of Q! is hosting a FUN RUN on April 13, 2008 at The Fort. You have to join. Run for a cause. All proceeds will go to the Women's Crisis Center of East Avenue Medical Center. There's 5K and 10K. Think of it this way, yung 5K parang dalawang ikot lang yan ng UP Acad Oval. So, it's chicken shit. Message or text me if you're interesed. There's a registration fee of P150.

I'm not a part of women's desk but it's for a good cause. 

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Gotta stop blogging. Have to work na. Huhuhu.
Current Mood: break time!!!
Current Music: Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5

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February 13th, 2008


12:47 am - shameless plugging (my first and definitely not the last)

Balik-Bayan Goes to Leyte!

 

Get ready for an adventure filled with spunk, humor and sassiness all rolled into one vivacious episode as Balik-Bayan heads to Leyte! Who’s our tour guide that’s got the goods? Well, it is none other than the sexy comedienne, Maureen Larrazabal.

 

Maureen starts her journey home with a larger than life encounter at Palo, Leyte. She discovers the General MacArthur Landing Memorial and just couldn’t resist giving it a taste of her bubbly personality.

 

Nearby sits a silent bystander to World War II. The Palo Metropolitan Cathedral’s magnificent architecture was witness to the horrors war can bring to human life as it served more than a sanctuary to soldiers and civilians.

 

Watch in amazement as nature yields power, literally. The Leyte Geothermal Steam Fields stands proud in the city of Ormoc. Home to the world’s biggest geothermal power station, along with four other stations in the area, it supplies power to Cebu, Negros, Panay and Luzon. Now that’s nature at its best!

 

Hungry for more? Fill your stomach with all the tasty goodies Leyte has to offer. Here they combine the best cooking methods in one unique dish – Sinuglaw. It’s sinugba and kinilaw in one flavorful package.

 

For the health conscious, here’s a treat for you. Ancestor to a mealtime favorite, wild boar brings a leaner quality to dishes that pork fails to offer. One of Ormoc’s secrets -succulent wild boar that can make your mouth water without the fat!

 

But, our lovely tour guide is not just about fun and games on this adventure. She’s in for her most nerve-wracking challenge! She’s coming home to meet her family in Leyte for the first time. What took Maureen so long to come home?

 

Find out why and join Maureen Larrazabal as she’s got everything you need for a road trip. Good food, gorgeous sights, good company and a journey to one’s roots.

 

This Friday on Balik-Bayan, 10PM on Q!

 

...

hope you guys watch


Current Music: Save Tonight by Eagle Eye Cherry

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